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Friday, November 18, 2011
Tear :'(
Something is terribly wrong with me! I just cant stop crying lately!! It's like Im pregnant, or perma-p.m.s.ing (though usually Im not a cryer even during that time)... neither of which are possible. I dont even particularily care about the things I cry about! Sometimes its after an inspiring youtube video, or a touching poem about the death of a dog (I know, right?). I always cry in the car, sometimes about a song on the radio, a memory on my Ipod, or cause Ive just hit a patch of ice and lost control of the car (AHH!). Tonight I cried before starting my assignment, I cried while studying my scriptures preparing to write my assignment, and I cried when I was done working on my assignment. Now, its not like Im losing it and sobbing everytime... in fact, most of the time it's a small small tiny cry... and sometimes its a big one... but really... I shouldnt be this emotional! It reminds me of last summer when I cried while reading my little brothers camp instructions (Helamens Encampment)! Being a mom has changed me... I know that... but, really? I don't mind crying about REAL issues, like last yeat when I was getting divorced, or dealing with a screaming baby for nights on end... but right now... Life is GREAT... There isnt much I would change...hmm... what would I change? I'd probably just take back a lost friend or two, move them into the house next door (Thats right Jare :P), and carry on... Hmph. Ok ladies, or men.... has this ever happened to YOU (when you werent suffering major life trauma, or a pregnancy, or depression, or... wait... maybe its the snow!! haha...)?
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I find that I'm just way more teary since kids...it's like I never cried before, and then having babies has some long-term side-effect that makes it way easier to cry....I'm sure the cold snowiness doesn't help either....or maybe it's all just sadness that your awesome sister is moving across the world? ha ha...who knows...I wouldn't worry too much about it though, crying is good for the soul:)
ReplyDeleteWhat's weird, is that has been me lately!! YOu are describing ME. What the weird? OMG I JUST REALIZED I NEVER WENT OVER YOUR POEM!! WORST FRIEND EVER!! Oh my I feel so BAD!! Is it too late? I'm so so so so so sorry!!!! Can you forgive me?
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